Oh god

I don’t think I’ve ever been more disgusted in myself. Pretty much the only thought stopping me from either packing up some of my shit and taking off somewhere weird with the $1800 to my name or just walking in front of traffic for kicks is that my bedroom is really messy and I wouldn’t want to burden my parents with cleaning that shit up.

And I can’t even fucking motivate myself to clean it. What. Also I’m fairly wasted right now but hey, what’s new these days… Fuck.